Randomness that is my brain

Putting my baby on medicine kills me. I wish I didn't have to but then if it makes him better I have to right?!?!

No one tells you how much guilt comes with being a parent. I mean I over think everything now and how it will affect my baby G.

Is is possible to catch up on sleep? I mean I'm exhausted!!!! He sleeps pretty good but I still feel like I have not slept sound since the few times he has been with my mom or my mom was here overnight.

I love coffee. I makes me happy in the morning, and sometimes at night. I would DIIIIIE without it.

My husband always amazes me. I had a shopping trip that needed to get done before we left and he called me at work said I'm in the parking lot I will go do it for you since I got out of work early. I mean I'm blessed.

I have the happiest baby. He will smile at anyone and he has the best toothless smile ( I mean I know I'm biased but for real yo)

I put presure on myself to have everything perfect and I'm trying to work on it.

I have only been to the gym 3 times since Grayson was born. I have the membership and my husbands support to go get my body how I want it but we are just way to busy in the summer. September 1st starts my gym obbsesion.

I have not been a total lazy slob I have been doing 30 day challanges and have lost about 3 inches in my waist.Speaking of which my total body 30 day challange starts today.

My parents anniversary is today. 32 years. They are my example for a long happy loving marriage.

Today is my last day of work and then I'm off for 4 days. Yahooooo. 4 whole days with my husband is like gold to me.

I have to run to the store to get the rest of our camping supplies. Oh  I can't wait to sit at camp and drink from my red solo cup and relax.